Sunday, April 19, 2009 @ Sunday, April 19, 2009
i'm bored now.
i still have a lot of homework undone. I don't feel like doing. I'm glad that i have made the right choice of not going bugis with francesca and kelly. They bought miss aisah present and they said it was a secret, so luckily i didnt go because i wanted to buy it myself. I'm a boring, self-centered, selfish, rough person. Francesca thinks that that i am boring, no interesting talks to talk but its so good that kelly can talk to her. I hate bitches.Millions. Thousands. Hundreds. Tens. Ones.
Billions of apololgies since years, hours, minutes. seconds.
There's confusion between us.
There's comparison between us.
You tell me not to compare with you.
Zillions of things, differences between us.
No hope.
No chances.
You are more fortunate than me in many different ways.
You don't understand me well.
You still don't know.
I want friends, a true friend, even though i have a complete family.
Indeed, you are evil and wicked.
So am i.
I hate your personality, character, your attitude just sucks.
I get good resultes, you envy me.
Everytime, you don't fail to say me.
You already have two true friends.
20/04/09
Today is the date.
And the expiry date is 05/05/09
of our long friendship.
Two years, it seems nothing to you.
You seems to say it everytime, but i don't feel it in your heart.
In your heart, i'm nothing.
Let bygones be bygones?
I can't do that.
You're always acting.
Gentle. Cute.
You act, always tom-boyish.
Maybe, i can't understand you too.
But in this world, includong my family, three true friends in the world.
ILOVETHEM but IHATEYOU.
Sherry, KaiYing and RouJin.
Thanks for everything you did for me.
You might be imperfect but always perfect in my eyes, JASMINE.F 's eyes.
I still wrote a few other pieces but it seems that this is enough to let this GIRL (i must say) understand my whole true feelings. Without my three trees, i am nothing in this world, i can't survive without them. With you, i definitely can survive.-always bad-mouthing me, i tolerate.-always backstab me, i tolerate.-always anyhow scold me, i tolerate.but one thing i can tolerate is your way that you acts. 13 more days, i can tolerate, its going very fast, i repeat.Labels: BITCHES.
